I am not suicidal or anything but in fact, I am rather happy and relieved these few days.

I do not know how many of you out there went to a funeral and would think about how you would behave if its someone close to you lying there , well at least I know I would, i even think of who will be at the funeral... especially at mine.

I have plans for my funeral. I want a orange and brown theme as it was my favorite colours.

I want a dark coloured coffin and i want light make up on my face as I lay there. I do not want people to see how thick my make-up would be like(unglam la!!!).

as a christian, I want my funeral to be filled with laughter and as people celebrate my life with me. I hope someone close to me will give me a good euology.

I even thought of a sample one :

Some of you here,lost a son, a brother and a colleague but I am pretty sure that everyone here lost a friend, a friend who is always there for you, a friend who makes you smile. As we gather today, let's not cry for him cause I am sure Aaron wants to you to be happy as he is right now with the Lord, let's celebrate his life for him. Shall we give 3 cheers for him?
Hip Hip Hurray (3x)

Cliche? ya , it seems. but oh well, its my funeral. hehe.

MORBID ? abit la...but its ok, i just want plans to be made.

Last but not least, I want my ashes to be scattered in any form that is possible. I want to go back to the nature.

Thanks!